hey guys!
i don’t think any of you pay attention to this blog anymore – i’ve checked and the last time i posted was in august. i took a break from intense weight loss over the winter as it gets very cold over here and i really don’t want to lose any strength – i’ve been sick all winter as well, and i don’t know whether or not that was because of the weightloss.
i’ve lost 3kg over the period of nonposting.
just want all of you to know that i might be posting more in the months to come, and i’m really happy that you are all still following me. <3 good luck, girls!
TROLOLOL
i don’t think americans realize how good they’ve got it
i want so bad to be in america right now
i’m so tired of china. i’m so tired of rude people and disgusting air and the lack of a real blue sky. i’m so tired of bargaining and bad quality and lack of materials to make cupcakes, muffins, brownies. i came here when i was 8 years old. i’ve grown up here. i’ve lost my childhood. the last time i went back to the US and saw the varieties of cereal and ice cream and fucking soda, i sat in the middle of the store. just sat. and i honestly started crying. i don’t have anything here. i miss listening to people speak english. i miss dr. pepper. i miss cute guys and flirtation and smoothies. i miss being able to buy clothing in my size, i miss being recognized as a normal height and not being stared at. i miss the politeness of americans and i miss not almost getting run over every time i cross the street. i miss jack in the box. i miss the american ‘high school experience’. i want this year to be over so i can finally go back to america and feel happy again.
god.
